irishhellgirl

It was the way you loved me That showed me the woman i want to be Down roads not yet walked upon Under trees never felled (you taught me to see the strength within myself) Through our trials and tribulations, All the tears of pain and joy No-one here but you and i now And that's the way it's always been It was the way you kissed me That let me be the woman i knew i was Dawn awaited the birth of our love Through the dusk we lived out lives (you taught me to be my own woman, just for me) Through our trials and tribulations, All the tears of pain and joy There's nothing i'll work harder for And that's the way it's always been

Bitter sweet kisses, broken hearts Empty, hollow hearts, Endless tears, nothing changes anything Blow me over with the wind As the stars above dim; dying

How do you sort things out When you've got no place to start All your life, you've depended On short term releases But now, they're just not enough To satisfy your cravings, What do you do, when you've no other option I've been to the dark places, I've been that person you hate But time can change so many things That you just don't realise I'm not the girl I use to be, I'm a lot more grown up, through a lot more pain But When push comes to shove Who will you lean on, who'll be there When you've nothing left to hold onto No shoulders left to cry upon, You learn to stand upon your feet, And walk the roads you see I've been

There are no words to describe you, or how I feel about you. My eyes mist up as I struggle to find the words, but it would make you smile to see me try. You asked me to change the ending of something I once wrote, and I can't but I thought I'd write a modern twist on it. You're the one. The one who makes love songs make sense, the one who makes my life make sense. You the love I thought I'd never find. Tears come to my eyes as I think in wonder how on earth I got so lucky to have the person that I love, love me too. The time we spend together is so dear to me, the little of it we get; and when we're apart you're all that I can think about. M

Please turn your head to me And see the tears on my face So I can own up to you And say the truth, how I’ve been You say that you know Because I’m always okay But I’ve been lying to you Since that day long ago When you ask how I am I say okay and I smile And you think that it’s true You don’t think I’d lie to you Why should I tell you now When I know what you’ve done Why should I tell you the truth Not been okay for a while You never saw my red eyes Because I hid them too well And when I felt an attack I’d walk away and I’d hide And now we’re over and done So the truth I w

There’s a place in the dark That’s there I like to go When I’m feeling alone And I’m trying to get home How was I meant to know That the place in the dark Was where all the bad people stay And I’m trying to get out See the sun on my face And make all the dark go away I’m not up for their games That they want me to play But I can’t tell them no anymore With their hands they are grasping Their blades they are scratching They said that I can’t go away But tonight I’m escaping From the dark and their blades Tonight I force myself to be free There’s a place in the dark Where I d

Between the lines, was always you and I Never fully spoken, never fully felt before Always too much left unspoken Neither but both to blame for what was unsaid My eyes were always wide shut when it came to you Denying to our friends how much you were hurting me Always defending the right of innocence until proven guilty And boy you’re guilty as sin ever was Is the truth too hard to say, or was it just me? Lies seem to come so naturally for you, even when, Everything else comes crashing down, You fought to keep your lies as truth to us all Between the lines that you wrote to me, were the truths That blurred my eyes, and yet

I want to stop, I need to stop but I don’t know which way’s up I can’t laugh, and I can’t cry Yet there isn’t much change no more It isn’t fair, and it isn’t right but you won’t Understand There is love and there is hate But the line has disappeared This life of mine has gone far too wrong And I’m not sure where I stand Yet to walk forwards or ponder back I’ve got to place my feet Is there any chance, or any way For this to be just a dream A melancholy drama just playing around Or a macabre tale instead Say yes or say no, makes no difference For this life of mine, is not on

I’m not a performer; I can’t go on and on, Give me a break, I’m not perfect I fall, I hurt, I worry and I cry Give me one moment in a lifetime To give in to the pain Tried to put it all in the past Looking forwards for the future I can’t see I’m falling backwards, like a feather Going back and forwards with no choice Oh; oh; I’m not breaking in anymore But I’m not walking straight backed Chin up, smile and giggle, no more. I give in, to my inner demons I’ll be scared; I’ll worry and cry still But I won’t lie; I won’t be who I’m not Still blind to the future, hot fear i

You know they always say you hurt the ones you love That you tear their hearts apart every time That their tears falling down, upon the floor, because of you Well what if I’m the one to say to you today You always make me smile, me laugh for a while What if I’m the one to say, if I don’t laugh with you Then I don’t laugh today If I could take what they said away, Would you smile, would you laugh, knowing it’s just now That now is all you have to think about If I told you to jump, to reach for what you want, Would you know what to find, or would you be jumping blind Open your eyes to what’s possible,