someone else?
what do you mean?
did you mean to stick the knife in,
and twist it again?
you moronic fool.
i loved you.
does that mean anything to you?

no.

never mind, you're too dumb to,
understand that simple concept,
but jesus, did you have to say that?
was that your meaning?
to almost kill me?

no.

again, you're too dumb for that too,
but hun, you pedantic git dont you dare,
ever tell me that i never loved you,
does the fact that my beating heart,
is now breaking mean anything to you?

no.

it never did and it doesnt now,
so just go, turn around and walk away,
dont come and pick me up again,
because i dont want your hands,
but know this, i loved you, so much.

no.

i wont tell you that anymore,
i wont give you the ammo that you want,
to break my heart and take each piece,
to a corner of the world where i cant go.

no.

you and i are through.
gone.
over.
finished.
but still,
you're on my mind everyday.
every morning i wake thinking of you.
every dream i dream i see you.
every smile i smile im crying inside.